At 2011-10-04 【 a confusing mind】 No one can compensate for the loss of time, especially for guys of my age. Sometimes I feel ashamed to be nothing in comparison with those who gets high-income job and enjoys a promising future, who has girlfriend behind him and is planning to establish a family, and even who born rich and now is enjoying his/her journey. Many a time I tell myself that my greatest enemy is me myself other than the so-called success, but when present situation hits my mind, I feel kind of frustration.In thiscase,I will sing the song , remindingmenever abandon the sense of hope. At 2011-10-05 【an ideal girl】 I insist I meet my ideal girl. Nobody can avoid attractive, cute and kind-heart girls. Also I am touched by her combination of ambition and feminity. I believe we have chemistry on each other even although we haven’t seen. Strangers behind you may remain strangers without communication. I hope romance between us will never die. I told her once I have two mobile phones, one is for daily life, and the other is for picking up girls. I always play such jokes to amuse her. While she behaves a little angry with the word “pick-up”, I explain that the girl I pick up is my angel who will arouse my passion for life and my power for future and I will cherish her. I really appreciate it that she will work at Wuhan, and I begin to dream of the days together with her. Amazing! At 2011-10-08 【shall never be addicted in cards and computer games】 Games and so-called entertainment consume scaring amount of our time. Every time when I counter the wasted time, Ifeel deeply ashamed. Next time when fellows invite me to john them, I shall realize that I am going to kill myself in the form of wasting my time; I shall remind myself the situation that I didn’t get any cute girls at hand and this state will last for a long time; I shall check my bank counter to see whether afford to next meal. Many tell me entertainment is a must and makes efficient work. I just want to say …… At 2011-10-27 【present situation】 It has been a long time since I concerned about my situation. Here I cannot help doing this dirty work. 1. Poor. When short of money, the East 4th Canteen is the best canteen. Poverty makes hot-and dry noodles the best food. 2. Worthless. A loser in many interviews, and unlikely to get the scholarship. 3. Short. This situation will be with me until my death. 4. Ugly. Born ugly, and have no idea how to improve my image. 5. Busy. What’s the point of being busy? Refuse the dirty work. 6. Greedy. Attempt to seek everything while all in vain. 7. Lazy. Cherish the memory of being able to get up before 7:00. 8. Hypocritical. When there is failure, there is excuse. 9. Blind. Drift with the current, cannot see the future. 10. Lonely. This year is both common and special, which makes me remain alone. 11. Dispirited. When wasting time in the unreal world, I take it as entertainment. 12. Exhausted. Amplify the pain in my heart, and hope to gain spiritual comfort. 13. Cold. Underclothed just want to see how long the young body can keep fit, while I am not myself today. 14. Collapsed. Do not take care of my own health. 15. Broken. Many a time, I am also proud of my heart, it’s burned ,ruined and broken, but still works. The situation should be changed! 本文来源：https://www.wddqw.com/doc/e494e831ab114431b90d6c85ec3a87c240288a95.html